I’m more than okay now

I posted this for all of 3 seconds before fully regretting it and privating it. I worked through a lot of issues I’ve obtained in my past but as I work through these issues, it reveals the deeper more painful…

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I posted this for all of 3 seconds before fully regretting it and privating it. I worked through a lot of issues I’ve obtained in my past but as I work through these issues, it reveals the deeper more painful ones. Sometimes I don’t hesitate to face those issues head one and work through the pain, but others I decide to run because it’s easier. This was me running. I was afraid to face my issues so I told myself the lie that I don’t deserve friends or people around me and that same day I was literally trying to push my friends away from me . I did all this bc it was easier to hate on myself and stay in the self pity and shame rather than face those issue and put the work in to work through it. I’m doing sooooo much better now, at the time I didn’t realize what I was doing to myself bc I was so busy being in it. Luckily I have people around me to call me on my shit. So this is me, a bit messier than I usually show people. Maybe I’ll be able to get to a place where I’m comfortable enough to share things like this to everyone but it’ll prolly be a little bit until then. I love you guys

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